Last night, my son started his nonsense again. I guess I had forgotten my promise to myself that I will not let him torture me again.
Sometime I think he did it on purpose especially knowing that his dad is not around.
I was really upset when hubby called. I willed myself not to talk about son to hubby. I chose to change topic and talk about something happier, I refused to let my son’s issue came between us.
After a night of rest, I am a little happier today. Despite helper kept bringing up that suicide incident, I was still able to keep my mood up today. I refused to let myself get sucked into it.
While waiting for my girl to be done with school, I met another mom. She was sharing with me her pain in raising her 18 years old son. In my heart, I was getting the “oh no”, for from her description, hers is so much identical to mine. Haizz…. I need to get myself mentally prepared for another 3-4 such painful years.
Came home and wanted to bake something. With so much egg white left from the output of our ice cream making and making CNY goodies, I just had to clear them off slowly.
Well actually it was WY that reminded me I had this book and it sure been a long time since I attempt more recipes from it. All bookmarked but no action.
As most of my baking tins are already packed, I had to make do with those that are available. So using Chwee Kueh mould, I turned them into cute little Vanilla Financiers and Green Tea Financiers.
As usual, green tea isn’t my little one’s favourite, she prefers the vanilla.
Verdict: The vanilla is more moist than the green tea flavour but the taste of green tea is good. Perhaps I will decrease the flour ratio with green tea powder next round.
I am so glad it is mid week. Today starts my first lesson in Pilates and it was fun. Thanks to AL for babysitting and feeding my girl after her tuition.